abdominal pain

Thought I might as well record the symptoms while I'm pulling through one of the phases.

Nearly at random, but often when I am hungry or at/around 11:00 in the morning, I feel severe lower abdominal pain. This has been known to happen routinely at days at a time, or sometimes it will go away for weeks or a month and then start again at random. When it first began, it started when I was going to eat breakfast. I would lie down in a stretch position I learned in ballet and read to distract myself. It lasted for two hours, and then faded away. This happened three times in a row.

I used to describe it as feeling like two hands were pulling apart my insides. But it is more accurate to say it feels like someone is taking a spoon and scraping out my insides. It's like when you are emptying a pumpkin of all the guts at the bottom with a dull spoon, and you have to scrape and scrape the hard edges to get out that last bit.

These pains do not seem to follow any sort of monthly pattern. They just seem to come at random.

I'm not sure if it's in my head or not. Several times it got so severe I felt like I was going to die, so I told someone. Within ten or twenty minutes, the pain dissipated and I was fine. However, I have had instances where telling someone didn't help.

Now I commonly only feel the pain for a period of about 20 minutes before it fades off. The stretch position I thought was working doesn't work any more.

I don't know if it's something related to whatever Rheum. thing is going on, or if it's something new, or if I'm just blowing it out of proportion in my head. I've mentioned it to several doctors, but I think they attribute it to womanly things. This is partially my fault, because I have been calling it cramps. The truth is, I've never felt this sort of "cramp" before, and never had this problem until after all my Rheum. stuff came up.

I probably should go see my stomach doctor again.